Sunday, May 25, 2008 . 9:53 PM
Its not that I'm crazy or anything, it's a matter of priorities.Saturday, May 24, 2008 . 12:24 AM
Looking positive on the outside, keeping the negative on the insideFriday, May 23, 2008 . 6:36 PM
Today marks the end of term 2 ..crap which means closer to 'A's..Bored..went straight home..ya i know last day of term 2 and im like some lifeless guy who go straight back home
How ironic..reaching home around 11+ on every other normal day and the last day ppl go celebrate i go rot LOl..toooo badddd nth much i can do oso haha! Well, look on e bright side, I'll be able to get some rest i guess..ahh.haha
siiann..dun feel like doing nething..off to slp!!!!!
Monday, May 19, 2008 . 8:18 PM
Every feeling has an action attached to it.If you are hungry you eat.
If you are bored you play.
If you are tired you sleep.
But is that true for everything..?
Expectations.
If you are hungry you are expected to eat
If you are bored you are expected to play
If you are tired you are expected to sleep
And what if things dosent go the expected way..?
Ive realize.. expectations differs from individuals,
Just re-expect..if thats the word. lolx "Always believe in yourself", will turn you into a spoiled brat. Complexity of simplicity, life is just a matter of perspective, just think simple and you will be simple and things will turn out simple.Im a person who tends to predict every possible outcomes in whater I do, but never turn out positive, its just self defense. Something like aiming to high and falling harder.I treat everything as a mind game.Though of something quite joke, Defence is the best offence, which implies that in the process of defending myself, im hurting others. But too bad, tts just xz for u, e selfish inconsiderate type of person. But does all this just appear from nothing? Creating something out of nothing, thats not possible. Chaotic system, everything happens for a reason. sorry for e weird post..
Saturday, May 3, 2008 . 8:28 PM
Feeling very guilty for distracting jas while she was studying H3.People say, 'it's the thought that counts', but whats the point if it have the opposite effect. I guess I should reflect on my selfish actions,though not entirely my fault, majority is. Sometimes, its just merely out of concern that I do some stuff.Always thought whatever I do was right, but nah..xz u r such a loser,loserish loser xz zzz....
Neway got loads of PSP games from tongpei, many thx to tp..
erm..fridge, this isnt right...
Its sad when u try to help others sincerely and get shoot back at..
Thursday, May 1, 2008 . 1:55 PM
Finally blogged, many thanks to labour day.Couldn't find time to blog.
Anyway its the end of the tennis season,lost to mj 3 -2 rj 5-0..but won MI 5-0 and tp 5-0..as for me..won both my match 9-0 and 9-1..not tt im good, just tt my oppenents were not good and got good partners. Was totally mad bout tennis since last jan last year till like starting of tis year or smt.Neway its may already zz..
Will be missing:
tennis and tennis pplz.. like e times when we played tennis till like the sky turns dark and getting dominated by those flying insects.And gona miss the many eating sessions at foodcourt and e mi gua xi mi lu. And ya amkhub mi gua xi mi lu is ownage.Oh..and jeanchow and wenjun constant lookout for gers and somehow ben oso cauz of induced habits..and jc will probably go like "erm i have buisness u all first go" (plz direct translate tt into chinese).Jc the monkey, he will go ard childishly climbing fence and bars and duno wat la as long as got thing there for him to swing ard , ya he will do it. And oso hseing yeh gayness and sisterhood LOL!(neway work hard tis yr hy if u are reading tis).Ben super lame jokes.yup and Ian's crazy attitude like always giving weird xpression on his face and go "shuddup la" and always giving the wan luff dun wan luff face and oso taking 3 balls to the net and whack then walk away mad guy.And noel e crazy insect killer, rolling tennis balls over insects when coach is toking and goes throwing bugs at random ppl and cursing lol. Charan and his super gay hugs (NOT SAYING I MISS HIS HUGS I MEAN TT HE GOES ARD TRYING HUG PPL)and e "mesmerizing" smile. weiquan is kinda joke too lol and iliyas always mia de LOl.Coach remin and alvin oso , 2 are super jokers oso Lol.
Neway, i say till every1 like joke..u noe actually e tennis team is 1 whole joker team lolx.The most wild cca in NY lolx.Neway thx to e whole tennis team for making the whole of last year an enjoyable 1..
Hmm,tennis is gone now..my world use to comprise of only jasmine and tennis but now remove tennis and ya..but hai ..academics shud oso be included.
Been tinking alot lately..
Sometimes I just wana slp knowing that im slping..